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2009-01-25T20:30:00.002+08:00

Whats the point of a blog when you cant type out what you feel ..
i'm gonna lock this blog such that only i can read it soon .
so that it becomes like a diary .
nobody bothers anymore anyway .

2009-01-25T20:12:00.005+08:00

reunion dinner was horrible .
i mean how can you eat steamboat with pple you dont meet and see for 1 whole year .
it feels so uncomfortable i really CANNOT eat ..
i drink one bowl of soup , thats all .
& it was horrible too , soup made out of disgusting tasting veg , NO MEAT .
urgh , mother side's cousins who i meet every week were great .
and reunion dinner with them was a blast , hahas ate till got a bloated tummy .
TODAY , i'm super fed up .
just gonna cook instant noodles to eat l8ter or smth .

Happy Belated Birthday Emm !
Thanks for being a good drama companion :D

2009-01-22T23:44:00.002+08:00

oh gosh !
my oven button BROKE ..
it cracked into bits ..
so no more cookies .. (till i get a new oven)

BIO TEST WAS STUPID TODAY .
because the question cant phrase PROPERLY WHAT EXACTLY WAS IT ASKING .
and being a stupid girl , i really cannot understand what it wants .
ultrafiltration , or selective reabsorbtion ?!
BOTH prevent useful substances from leaving the body WAD !!!
and then .. INHALE OR EXHALE , AND WHAT YOU WANT ME TO EXPLAIN ?
also never state .. so i guess guess and gave both -.- ..
in the end ... no time .. i cut short all the explaination , so MARKS = GONE .
so angry cos i know all the answer in my head.
ARGH .

cookies is so cute ..
she's so intelligent (:

2009-01-20T22:37:00.002+08:00

stupidddddd bao zhang bao dao .
couldnt write finish in time cos my chinese's all rusty .
i cant rmb how to write simple words and take a long time to check .
actually its cos theres too many words to check .
really wonder how in primary sch we can write compo without dictionaries and do so well .
i was in higher chinese class o-kay !
NVERMIND . i will still get my A1 for o lvls .
must believe in myself ^.^"
OKAY my target for o's - 12 points .
must , must , must get it =( .
bio test on thusday , so stress . AHHHHHHHHHH !

on a happier note ,
i baked yummy peanut cookies and pineapple tarts .
not bad for an o lvl student with not enough time and a puny , half spoilt oven .
hehes ;D

2009-01-17T21:06:00.003+08:00

EH , i really feel like i'm talking to myself .
thanks "jasmyn" updating my tags since december although i dont know who you are (:
really leh , everyone's so stressed up with o lvls and its only january .
carina doesnt tag anymore cos she doesnt use the com .
em is forbidden from touching the computer .
this bloggie is pathetic .
nvm , i can continue talking to myself ;D

today's cca promotion day went fine .
lols , i think we all did a good job playing our respective role .
yay ! sec ones and parents were like laughing , in a good way(?)
anyway , JOIN DRAMA CLUB !
hohos , wonder why this year i suddenly became so enthu .
cos for the past 3 years , me and em were referred to as "sleeping members" .
yup , but this year , i promise i will try myself not to pon any drama (:

i'm so bored .
bye ! gonna go for dinner now (:

2009-01-14T15:05:00.000+08:00

hello ! :D
i'm in the library waiting for emmeline to finish her amaths test .
hahas ! emaths was o-kay , yeah for once i could do like more than half of the paper .
really hope i can pass ;'(

hahas ! stupid drama takes up so much time ,
and i forgot to bring my clothes again .
might as well dont go right ?
haa , but i'm a good person so i wont pangseh em .

okay , byebye .
i'm still in a holiday mood ,
the seriousness of being sec 4 ad o lvls havnt hit me yet .
:D

2009-01-06T19:52:00.003+08:00

THE BITCH IS SERIOUSLY GETTING ON MY NERVES ,
AND SO IS JEREMY ,
THE TV OUTSIDE IS FOR US TO WATCH ,
DADDY BOUGHT THEM A TV FOR THEIR ROOM WHY STILL HOG OUTSIDE ,
WHEN I TAKE HIS DISC OUT THE BITCH WANNA FIND FAULT WITH ME AND TELL ME IF I WAS WATCHING JEREMY COULD DO THE SAME .
YES HE CAN PROVIDED WE HAVE A TV IN OUR ROOM TOO RIGHT ?
WHAT AN IDIOT .. SHE SAY SHE WANNA "REASON" WITH ME WHEN SHE REALLY IS AN EMPTY VESSEL .
WHO DO I EVEN LIVE IN THIS PATHETIC HOUSE WHERE I HAVE TO PUT UP AND EVEN SHARE A TV .
I'M SURE MUMMY WILL GLADLY BUY ME A 32 INCH FLAT SCREEN TV IF I WERE TO LIVE WITH HER .
I LOVE MY DADDY , BUT IT DOESNT MEAN I'LL PUT UP WHICH HIS BITCH OF A WIFE AND HIS SON WHO YELLS AND ACTS LIKE A LITTLE PRINCE .
KNOWING SHE CANT WIN ME IN ARGUMENT SHE WENT TO PICK ON MY SISTER .
SHE SCOLD MY SISTER WITHOUT FINDING OUT THE TRUTH .
AND BELIEVES A 5 YR OLD OVER A 12 YR OLD .
DADDY SAY I SHOULD RESPECT HER ?
BUT SERIOUSLY , I DONT THINK A BRAINLESS FUCKER LIKE HER IS WORTH MY RESPECT , YOU EARN RESPECT , NOT JUST BEHAVE LIKE A RETARD AND EXPECT PPLE ARD YOU TO RESPECT YOU .

FOR THE LAST TIME , I AM NOT AFRAID OF YOU .
YOU ARE NOTHING .

AND WHEN DADDY COMES HOME , HE'LL SCOLD ME FOR SCOLDING HER BACK .
ITS UNFAIR , AND THIS LIFE SUCKS .
HA , LIKE MR JOHN SAID .. "LIFE'S UNFAIR" .
WHEN OTHER PEOPLE CAN STUDY FOR Os AND THEY HAVE BOTH PARENTS THERE SUPPORTING THEM , I THINK THATS LUCKY .
ME ? EVEN IF I WERE TO STUDY , NO ONE WILL EVER BE THERE TO SEE , OR TO CARE .

2009-01-03T17:47:00.003+08:00

I'M SO MAD THE 1200 ESSAY IS KILLING ME .
I'VE TRIED AND THOUGH SO HARD AND THE BEST I COULD MANAGE IS 647 WORDS .
FINE I'LL JUST AND AND PASTE MY ESSAY SO I'LL BE REPEATING EVERYTHING AND THEN I CAN HIT 1200 WORDS .
ARGH .
i promised myself to do all my homework except maths and chem .
yet i cant finish =( .
ok i'm of to do history .
bye .

i'm in a super bad mood now .

2008-12-31T22:50:00.001+08:00

i hope 2009 will be a good year ; 2008 was terrible .
hais , no mood to blog , stomach cramps are killing me =(
bye .

2008-12-29T18:13:00.001+08:00

Sch is starting soon .
Dread it .

2008-12-27T22:01:00.005+08:00

[cookies darling on MY bed , after her shower :D]

[look at the layers of fat on her body]

HAHAS ! yeahh she's cookies sng , part of my family :D
it was taken after her shower on christmas day ,
we dressed her to meet the guest at our party that night (:
she wants to wish all readers a merry merry christmas !
still rmb the day , 1and a half years ago ..
carina , emmeline and i picked her up at the dnt block ,
and skipped the career talk + drama for her ..
HEHHH , cookies is leading a wonderful life now ,
and like every member of the sng family , she's FAT now .

2008-12-26T23:16:00.004+08:00

bloggie's back .
cos i figured next year is gonna be stressful and i'll need somewhere to VENT .
i dont need tags , but it'd be nice .
i'm currently in a happy-dreamy mood ,
& only one person in the world knows why (:
thankyou that one person , i love you .

Somebody hacked mei's maple acc with my 87 million inside .
lols i safe-kept my money wif my sis , but i guess it wasnt so safe .
maybe thats god's way of telling me to start studying .
Even the buddahs in taiwan said i'll have a good life ,
but i should get up and start working for it starting from now !

2008-11-20T14:42:00.003+08:00

my sister got 222 for her PSLE .
so yep , there goes my psps , my ds , my laptop and my $1000 =(
awww , nvm , she did work hard ..
hahas ! :D

i'm going to buy PSP for myself , i have money you know =P
HAHAS !

bye !

[edit/]
I NEED TO GET A NEW PHONE !
my current phone has buttons that are rotting ,
and the memory card case keeps popping , its driving me mad .
but there are no more nice phones .
i love sony ericsson , but they are not making prettaye PHONES .
shall i switch to nokia ?

I WANT A PRETTY PHONE =(

2008-11-19T13:35:00.002+08:00

quiz from odelia (:

1.How do you think people around you will feel about you:
happy go lucky , carefree person (:

2. The characteristic you love about yourself is:
cheerful, i'm a nice person actually , REALLY !

3. On the contary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is:
lazy !

4. The most ideal person you want to be is:
Alicia from Clique , rich and beautiful .

5. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
thankyou , i like and care abt you the same way too :D

i dont wanna pass , but here's 10 pple , just do if u want .

1.CARINA !
2.emm
3.odelia
4.jocelyn
5.livia
6.megan
7.amanda
8.jolene(sister)
9.zhiqian
10.amanda chong

*

Who is no. 6 having a relationship with?
{megan}uhh..jaejoong . lols she should be jumping to read this .. tsk .

Is no. 9 a female or male?
{zhi qian} female.

If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
{amanda & amanda} hmm , how interesting , HAHAS !

How about no. 5 and no. 8 ?
{livia & jolene} HAHAS ! not likely , jolene thinks livia is unfriendly .

What is no. 2 studying about?
{emm}the same things as me ?

When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
{odelia} on the tagboard yesterday .

What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
{jolene} i dont know lahh ! she likes funny songs her friends introduce to her .

Does no. 1 have any siblings?
{carina} yes. she has one sister and one brother , isaac and zara , they played maple with me before , HAHAS!

Will you woo no. 3?
{odelia} nope , nope , nopeeee . but she's a nice girl , you should woo her =P

How about no. 7 ?
{amanda} i'm straight okay !

Is no. 4 single?
[Jocelyn] yupp.

What’s the surname of no. 5?
{Livia} TAN , hahas ! tan shi-qi .

What’s the name of no. 10?
{amanda} amanda lor ?!

What’s the hobby of no. 4 ?
{jocelyn} uhh , i have no idea .

Do no. 5 and 9 get along well?
{zq and livia} i guess so ..

Where is no. 2 studying at?
{emm} TKGS .

Say something casual about no. 1 .
{CARINA} uhhh i love you besite :D

Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8 ?
{jolene} she's my sister ! of course i love her .

Where does no. 9 live?
{zhi qian} eh , i dont know .

What color does no. 4 like?
{jocelyn} pink !

Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?
{livia & carina} good friends , cos carina's best friend is ME ;D

Does no. 7 like no. 2 ?
{amanda & emm} eh , they dont know each other .

How did you get to know no. 2 ?
{emm} errrrrrrr ...through carina and odelia i think , then we went into drama together , and drama sucks without her .

Does no. 1 have any pets?
{carina} uhh she has hamster and fish .

Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
{amanda} HAHAHAS ! NO !

2008-11-18T22:10:00.005+08:00

You Are a Cat

You are very independent and reclusive. No one really understands you, and you like it that way!

You are quite clever and ingenious. You can get yourself out of any sticky situation.

You are confident and cool tempered. You know you have many advantages and resources to draw from.

No matter what life throws at you, things always seem to work out your way.

What Animal Are You?

The Ultimate Color Test

When you are at peace, you are:

Energized and innovative

When you are moved to act, you are:

Confident and optimistic

When you are inspired, you are:

Creative and productive

When your life is perfectly balanced, you are:

Totally in the moment

Your life's purpose is:

To find contentment

The Ultimate Color Test

You Are A Blue Girl

Relationships and feelings are the most important things to you.

You are empathetic and accepting - and good at avoiding conflict.

If someone close to you is in pain, it makes you hurt as well.

You try to heal the ones you love with your kind and open heart.

What Color Girl Are You?

You Are a Lemon Poppy Seed Muffin

You are smart, sophisticated, and savvy.

You love taking risks, and you are the first to know about new trends.

You are curious about the world and tend to have many interests.

You also are very talented. It sometimes seems like you are good at everything.

You are very social and inclusive. You'll be friends with anyone.

Even though you're very cultured, you're not a snob.

What Kind of Muffin Are You?

You Are a Gingerbread House

A little spicy and a little sweet, anyone would like to be lost in the woods with you.

What Holiday Food Are You?

2008-11-18T13:38:00.002+08:00

i'm back !
and i have sad news ..
my hamster chocked to death !
oh gosh .. =(
poor dusty ..
rest in peace love <3

hahas phuket was fun !
with all the late night shopping and bargaining ,
and beautiful beach with SUN .
and we went snorkeling , hahas can touch the beautiful fishes and feed them :D
i did masage and manicure too .
its way better than sg luhh ,
they paint lovely designs on every one of your nails for a mere SGD12 .
yay ! okay , i'm very tired .
going to sleep now , nites .

2008-11-14T16:25:00.006+08:00

Miami Mini East/West Slouch

OMG I WANT THIS DOONEY&BOURKE handbag !
its like slightly cheaper than coach and have more teen-like designs .
(coach is nice , but abit old in my opinion)
OHHH , i'm going hyper :D
OH , PRETTY . *gasps*
there are many nice bags , but this one is on sale ..
ORIGINAL PRICE : USD175
NOW : USD 87
okay , tonight i'm going to bug mummy to buy THIS ,
since daddy doesnt go for branded .

OHH there are many other pretty bags on 30% too !
go see all their bag on special offer NOW !

http://www.dooney.com/OA_HTML/ibeCCtpSctDspRte.jsp?section=29477

[edit/]
OMG now i realise betsy johnson's bags are even CUTER .
ahhhh . i really should stop looking .
i love betsy bags .. but they are so expensiveeeee !

http://www.betseyjohnson.com/Handbags/pl/c/9003.html

i love "emarald city hobo" -USD 245
i love "maughty&nice barrel" -USD 195
i love "digital love small satchel" -USD 110
i love "Strawberry Fields 3 Pc. Cosmetic Set" -USD 39
i love "Zebrarella Small Tote" - USD 98

i want , i want , i want ..
MONEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!
i feel addicted , and super high ..
shopping = drugs .

2008-11-14T08:53:00.003+08:00

Quiz time !

HONEST SECTION

1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
YOU ARE SICK .

2. Honestly, what's on your mind?
thinking abt ... hahs , nvm .

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
doing this quiz (:

4. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
yes , i lied to my daddy that he havnt gave me my shopping money , so i got away with $100 .

5. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
*****

6. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
nope !

7. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
uhh my sister .. but she makes me the happy most of the time too ! (:

8. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
are you mad ? i PAY for my manicures o-kay ?!

9. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
no . i'm nearly 60kg already .

10. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
YES ! =((

11. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now?
YES , and i've kept it for a long time , OOPS !
hahahas ! okay but mei knows , so thats not a secret anymore right ?

12. Honestly, do you have a friend you dont actually like?
erm .. no , i let pple know when i dislike them , i'm not a hypocrite (:

13. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat?
no ?

ANGER SECTION

1. What do you do when you're mad?
SCOLD PEOPLE , poor mei , it's usually her =X

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
i took a penknife and carved "HATE" on the wall .. and i ran away from home .. which is worse ?

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
My sister , most of the time my friends cant tell when i'm mad , cos i'm always jovial to them .

4. Do you swear when you're mad?
Yes , and its getting more and more .. oh goodness . i rmb i used to be so innocent .. HA !

CRYING SECTION

1. When was the last time you actually cried?
uhh today , the show was touching okay !

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
yes .. =(

3. Do certain songs make you cry?
yeah .. mostly cos they remind me of the happy things i used to have ,
that i dont have now , i doubt you get me .. nvm .

4. What usually makes you cry?
sad thing .. i actually cry quite easily .

HAPPY SECTION

1. Are you usually a happy person?
I appear to be .

2. What makes you the happiest?
feeling loved by the people around me .

RANDOM SECTION

1. What did you do this afternoon?
blogshop , today i'm cranky cos i spent so long but din find anything nice .

2. When was the last time you smiled?
uhh just (:

3. Can you use chopsticks?
Yeah!

4. Who was the last person you lied in bed with?
My sister .

5. Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
innocent ! i didnt even know what exactly was *** , till carina and denyse polluted my mind .

6. Do you have unlimited texting?
YES ! hahas thanks mummy :D

7. Ever cried because of happiness?
nope .

8. Anything you're giving up on?
yeahhh , i'm giving up A Maths .

9. Whose pool did you last swim in?
ClubMed's

10. Are you planning on throwing party this summer?
nope , theres nothing to celebrate in june .

11. What makes you laugh?
JOLENE SNG , omg she's the funniest person ever :D

12. How was last weekend?
GREAT ! refer to earlier posts .

13. Where would you go right this second?
nowhere .. i'm feeling lazy , but if someone would take me there .. i would go .... mimi :D

14. What is the worst thing that has happened to you lately?
my holiday was screwed by the rain .

15. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
yeah ! (:

16. Do you miss anyone?
yes .. haiis .

17. Are you growing apart from someone close?
*nods* T.T

18. Do you love your life?
no , but since i dont intend to end it , i must try to love it ..

19. Who do you trust?
mei and myself .. sadly i dont entirely trust my friends , not even best best ones ..
i dont know why .. why ah ?

20. What will you be doing in 3 hours?
sleeping .

21. What were you doing at midnight last night?
SLEEPING !

22. Could you go a day without eating?
cannot , eating is one of the reasons i live for .

23. Were you happy when you woke up today?
OKAY .. i guess ..

24. First thing you do when you wake up?
Check my phone for msgs .

25. What's on your bedroom floor right now?
so many things , it hardly possible to walk .

26. Do you trust people easily?
sadly , NO . infact , i dont trust anyone other than my sister..

27. How many pillows on your bed?
two .

28. How many things are on your bed in total?
Currently , 10 ..
1) comb .
2) hair lotion .
3) wallet .
4)handphone .
5) laptop .
6) baby pillow .
7) winnie .
8) jessie .
9)big pillow .
10) quilt .

ohh this quiz took so long !
hahas ! okay bye ! off to blogshop again .
ohh megan's working ..
SAD ..
nobody to pei wo blogshop , and find nice clothes with me ..
oh wells .. CYA ! (:

2008-11-13T23:20:00.005+08:00

SMILE !
hahas ! :D
ehhh my teeth is crooket in such a cute way , i'm not going to wear braces !
hehh , ps , self-praise =X
the beach is super cool .
the sand is so soft , like flour ..
and the waves , the sky , the wind ..
oh yes , thanks wind , for messing my $80 hair ..
everything was so ... NICE .
if not for the stupid rain , arghh .
hahas !

clubmed beach is beautiful (:
and yes , thats my daddy in the picture ..
HAHAS ! love the waves too ..
they have calming effects .

this is jesslyn drinking her favourite fruit punch .
photo credit to jolene , her phone can make like that !
LOL i didnt know she could take nice pictures ..
though she made me look so fat and greedy .. hahas ok nvm ;D
yes i drank like 20+ glasses of this ..
i swear i've put on at least 2kg , thanks to sugar water .
okie , thats all ..
BYEBYE ! (:

2008-11-13T14:30:00.002+08:00

back from clubmed .
and it was raining .. arghh !
how to enjoy a beach resort like that ahhh ?
and then on the first day ... I FELL DOWN
infront of all the hotel staff that were there to welcome us ..
so malu .. haiis .
now my arm hurts .. =(
and my hair isnt STRAIGHT anymore ..
i'm going to go complain ..
ok i'm just cranky .

BYEBYE .
i'm off to phuket ;

2008-11-09T21:14:00.002+08:00

away on holiday in clubmed beach resort :D

byebye to air con , computer , holiday homework .
hello to sand , waves , pool , fruit punch , SUN :D

2008-11-08T19:16:00.003+08:00

OKAY !
today i went to far east to do my hair and nails ,
yes i think i should pamper myself like this more :D
and i'm such a very pretty, happy girl today .
yes , for once in my life , today i feel pretty ..

daddy initially gave us $50 each only .
$50 for me to do rebond , do nails , take taxi , shop , dinner ;
how stingy can he get uh ? .. so i was like super buey song ,
i mean if you are not happy to spend it on me and rather give it all to that bitch ,
dont take me out , and dont claim you love us oh-so-much .
mum certainly wont treat us like .. kns .
mum brings us taiwan , korea , australia , japan , america , hongkong ..
and you ? malaysia , indonesia .. ONLY .
still you can sponsor bitch and jeremy and the maid to australia and hongkong .
VERY POOR ISIT ? poor pple dont bring maids on holiday !
so yes i spoke whatever was on my mind at that point in time ,
and he gave me $100 in the end ,
i thought i saw a tear , but yes , i wont fall for that .
i know my daddy's an excellent actor .
STOP IT OKAY , THATS LOW .
you've used tears to gain my pity, make me guilty , like more than 5 times .

my nails are a pretty metallic purple .
thy royal colour :D
and the nail parlour was so beautiful luhh !
the deco was black and white , with red cushions , they do hair extensions too .
for mani/padi , you get to sit one the comfy white arm chair SOFA .
like those kind 2 pple can sit ,
and when you sit, it all soft and poooof , like you sink in .
then you put your hands on the cushion .. and the push a tray thing to serve you ..
after that , they let you use a machine to dry your nails faster (:
ohoh they use OPI polish , the best polish brand too ..
and you can choose from a variety of colours ..
and whatever you choose ,they will try on themselve for you to see the colour (:
so i chose like 6 colours .. and stood there for 15 min choosing ..
and they give you opinions .. blah blah .
so finally , i got my nails done (:
ALL FOR ONLY $6 , plus it includes shaping .
hohos ! who wants to join me next , next week ?
this isnt an advertisement , i was just really really pleased with their service .

after that , i went to do my hair rebonding .
the boss do for me , and contray to what pple say ..
it did not spoil my hair at all , its even silkier , shinier , softer :D
soft reborn btw , so its not dead straight ,
they use shesheido products too !
yeahh, the guy was like cool cool one ..
never talk to me unless i ask questions .
hahas , but yeah , he's a nice guy (:
total i paid $80 , for cut , treatment and rebond .
so happy , finally i can kiss that stupid hair straightener goodbye .

i'm so satisfied with my choice of salon and parlour , HAHA !
cos there are like 20 hair salons there , and 20 nail parlours ..
and i can pick the perfect ones :D
yay !

okay thats the end of my post ,
bye ! off to order my KFC ,
lately , i've been obsessed with zinger burger ..
i mean like .. take a bite ..
and the juicy meat ooze into your mouth ,
then you taste the perfect combo of spices of the delicious KFC chicken recipe .
+ it has bread for carb , so in my opinion its proper food ..
go try k ?!

2008-11-07T16:51:00.000+08:00

i got my red top , its pretty yay ! :D
and fits me just right ((:
love ! eheh .
okay .. today megan and amanda were trying to physo me into going to parkway .
HAHAHA so funny !
sorry luhh , i really had to go tampines to meet the girl
end up i was late .. but she didnt charge me .
yeahh, great service , friendly pple (:
my first online shopping was fantastic ;D
okie , MEGAN lets go bugis street one day ,
i love shopping , like suddenly obsessed . ^.^

okay see ya !

2008-11-06T16:46:00.003+08:00

OH GOSH ..
CHEM SPA went terrible .
lets see ..

1) i only realised i forgot to plot table 1 min before time's up -didnt finish .
2) my graph had many point OUT .
3) i didnt know how to count the mole concept question .
4) my answer was 1xxx molar mass . which was totally ridiculous .

LOL .
okay , end of story today .
oh yah , thanks to megan's encouragement ;
i've decided to TRY blog shopping ,
and now i'm like semi- addicted .
HAHA ! so far ..
ive spent hundred+ already :D

BYE !

2008-11-02T20:53:00.003+08:00

i'm doing odelia quiz too , cos i'm terribly bored .

1)Pick a word that begins with the first letter of your name? J-Jelly ?

2)Your ex shows up randomly at your house, what do you say ? i dont have an ex ..

3)How many bedrooms are there in your house? 4

4)Is there a reason for your profile song? theres no song !

5)Do you hate the last guy you were talking to? nope !

6)Who was your last text message from? mama .

7)What's the best wedding you've been to? uhh .. i havnt been to weddings for a long time , they're all nice i guess ..

8)What time did you wake up this morning? 11 something ..

9)If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? yup !

10)Did you mean it when you said "i love you" last? of course luhh !

11)Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single? its okay (:

12)Do you think you'll be married in 10 years? i think so ..

13)Would you kiss someone to make your ex mad? no ..

14)Do you tell your mom everything? nope .. i tell my sister everything :D

15)Who was the last person you cried in front of? MEI ! .. btw my sister is really insensitive , while i was crying .. she asking me if she can sell my muffins for $5 .. and insisted i look up at the bottle while i was crying ..

16)Have you told anybody you loved them today? nope .

17)Could you cry right now? i guess i could .. if i tried really hard and think of sad stuff ..

18)What were you doing at 1 AM this morning? painting my nails ..

19)Who can you trust? MYSELF .

20)Who was the last person you kissed? my winnie ?

21)What are your plans for the next weekend? go far east for manicure ! its only $6 there !

22)What's your hair look like today? messy .

23)Do you love the person who you last thought of? uh-huh .. really deeply too .

24)Last night, did u go to sleep happy? yup (:

25)When was the last time you changed clothes in front of someone? a few hours ago .. my sister (:
26)Anyone told you a secret this week? no .. but i would like to hear one !

27)Did you have a good day yesterday? no .. cramps were killing me .

28)What was the highlight of today? uhh .. i was at home the whole day .

29)Do you ever turn your cell phone off? nope , unless i on a holiday .

30)When was the last time you took a picture with your number 1 friend?last year , 31 october , it was carina's birthday outing and livia bullied ME ! =(

31)Do you hate anyone?YES , that bitch luh .

32)What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter? i dont really like peanut butter ..

33)Have you ever collapsed on the bathroom floor? NO ?

34)Do you have a good relationship with your mother? quite .. but she doesnt know me well ..

35)Are you slowly distancing from someone you love? yes .. =(

36)When was the last time you bought something? today , i buy things everyday ..

37)Have you ever told someone you love them? many many times , but i meant each and every one of them (:

38)Do you continue fighting in an argument even though you know you're wrong? if i'm wrong i wont argue frm the start what !

39)What do you want in your life right now? i want many things ..

40)Is there anyone that calls you baby? uhh yes .

41)In the next 4 months what are you looking forward to the most? 4 months ? IDK ..

42)What are you thinking of right now? something happy (:

43)Have you ever been tanning? no .. but i wanna be tan !

44)Have you ever sat and waited for someone to come online? yes , but it was quite some time ago ..

45)When was the last time you laughed so hard you thought you were going to cry? hahas when my sister asked if she could borrow my shoes , and i said no .. then she asked me how many pairs of legs do i have and i said 5 ! cos i thought she was asking abt my shoes =X

46)Do you like dressing up? depends on for what and for who to see (;

47)Have you ever considered a sex change?NO!

48)What will you buy next? my hoodies !

49)Have any crazy family members? YA , jeremy is crazy , but he's not really my family .

50)Are you bored? YES , thats why i'm doing this quiz .

51)What's the connection between you and the last person that called you? MEI -sisters !

52)What's beside you right now? winnie and jessie ;D

53)Where do you want to be right now? paradise with my prince .

54)What are you wearing? pyjamas

55)Any plans for tmr? GO TO SCHOOL =(.

56)Last question,What do you think about Love? the most magical feeling , and the most hurtful one too.

2008-11-02T20:18:00.004+08:00

my daddy's so cute i tell you ..

jesslyn : "PAPA i want to go blogshopping , you pay for me okay ? "
papa : " HUH ? what is that ? you pay real money for virtual things again ?! "
jesslyn : " no , its real things , they post to my house "
papa : " aiyah , dont lah ! i never like this kind of things , cos you tend to over spend "
jesslyn : " WONT LA ! its good shopping , cos you no need to walk ard with me "
papa : " walk with you then can spend time together mah ! "
jesslyn " but most of the time you dont walk with us .. "
papa : " errr ... how much is it ? $10 , $20 or like $100 kind ?.."
jesslyn : " 2 digit kind "
papa : " $99 is two digit leh "
jesslyn : " PLEASEEE ? "
papa : " then is it one time ? or like once a month kind ? "
jessyn : " once a month kind "
papa : " CANNOT LAH ! i already give you alot of pocket money , its for your shopping too "
jesslyn : " yah .. i get $200 a month , you get 10 thousand "
papa : " but i must pay the government alot of money you know .. okay lah , tell you what , if its abit , i pay for you , if its alot , then we 50-50 okay ? then we both will feel the pain "
jesslyn : " but you're my papa , so you should shoulder all my pain !"
papa : " AIYOH you talk so much i got headache already .. i cannot think clearly .. tmr ask again okay .. bye bye .. bye bye ! "
jesslyn : " so if i dont spend money on sat you pay okay ? "
papa : " pity you're not a lawyer .. okay lah okay lah ! BYE ! " *run away*

HAHAHA !
yay ! i got my way :D
MEGAN FASTER REPLY AND HELP ME DO THE BANK TRANSFER THINGY .
xie xie :D

2008-10-30T19:40:00.001+08:00

today i went to school , and had bio SPA !
lols , it was quite scary ..
and i think my readings all messed up one .
firstly i cant see the clock , so cant see 20 mins .
shh dont tell on me .
then i drew a curve for my graph , megan got a line 0.o
oh gosh ..

lols megan came my house after sch ,
and looked at my "treasures" ,
and fed nuts to my hamsters ..
LOL . and snacked ..

i got cramps ,
bye !

2008-10-28T14:31:00.004+08:00

hohos , i'm backiie :D
i feel like closing my blog again .

yup , today had bio practical .
aiyoh , its so hard to cut potatoes to the exact mm .

the school decided to force me to drop Amaths .
i'm okay with that ,
so is daddy and mummy .
so thats no problem .

"now , i will focus on my other subjects , work very very hard , and aim for 6 points"

mrs pang made me say that .
i'll TRY to keep to it =X

the form said i was the bottom 5% of the cohort .
thats very saddening .
wonder if i'm really that BAD .
oh wells ;

2008-10-25T10:01:00.003+08:00

HAHAS !
omg i hate chem spa ,
my knees hurt frm kneeling ,
and my back aches from making it EYE LEVEL .
and then i pour here pour there , very hard then can get the exact amount !
then i keep touching the acid/alkali ,
the acid was burning , and the alkali was so soapy and hard to wash off .
why cant they give us the funnel too !
ARGH .
okay nvm , i'm so happy they din ask me to calculate the concentration .
means o lvl one also wont hor ?

kakakas !
okay bye bye ,
i'm in such a chirpy mood today (:

2008-10-22T23:00:00.002+08:00

okay ignore the earlier post ,
its time to be positive again :D
though i really hate 2008 ,
esp , all the months after JUNE .

i love myself for being smiley and positive ,
and always able to encourage , cheer up myself .
a compliment a day , keeps the bad thoughts away (:
my theory luh .
try complimenting yourself , praising youself , rewarding yourself more ,
and then you will be a much happier person already .

muacks !
i love you world ,
i love jolene ,
and my family , even if its broken .
i love you(s) CEOLJM .
and most of all , i love you (:

2008-10-22T16:15:00.002+08:00

you know ,
how very sad it is to be in class with nobody around you ...
nobody to talk and high to ..
cannot talk freely whats on my mind ..
and what a change from rich , i-can-buy-if-not-nice-just-dont-finish carina ,
to this megan who constantly "has no money" .
i miss carina and jaws and livia and em and odelia ...
why must they all choose physics ..
very sad ,
and then our clique is falling apart .
like split into 3 .
CARINA .
JAWS AND LIVIA .
AND JESSLYN .
i feel like half of me is with carina and co ..
and one quarter with megan and amanda ..
and one eight with jaws and livia .
and one eight by myself ..

so therefore , i feel like i belong nowhere ,
and that leads to the sad sad feeling ..

2008-10-21T18:09:00.004+08:00

perhaphs behind this jovial facade ,
hurt and tears comes within .
you never would have seen the other side ,
because i hid it all so well .

2008-10-20T19:09:00.004+08:00

ONE OF THE THINGS WORTH LIVING FOR IS FOOD .
THEREFORE YOU GET VERY MAD WHEN PEOPLE EAT YOUR HEAVENLY FOOD .
ESPICIALLY PEOPLE YOU ALREADY HATE .
MY GRANDMA COOK MY STEAM DRUNKEN CHICKEN DRUMSTICK FOR ME .
SHE EVEN SPECIFICALLY TOLD MEI ITS "JIEJIE ASK ME TO COOK , SHE LIKE ."
AND I WAS SLEEPING .
EVEN MY DEAR SISTER KNOWS THATS MINE .
SHE DIDNT DARE TO EAT .
YET , WHEN I WOKE UP , I SAW BREAST MEAT , NECK , AND FEET LEFT .
HURH WHO ELSE BUT THAT BITCH RIGHT ?
SINCE DADDY DOESNT COME HOME TO EAT .
SHE ATE EVERYTHING , LEAVING ME THE BREAST MEAT , NECK AND FEET .
HOW MEAN , AND SLUTTY IS THAT HUH ?
I OFFICIALLY HATE HER .
I WILL NOT TRY TO GIVE HER SOME RESPECT ,
INSTEAD , I'LL BEHAVE LIKE SHE'S NOTHING .
NOTHING WORTHY TO LIVE IN MY HOUSE .
I SCOLDED HER FUCK WHILE WALKING PASS HER .
I SCREAMED IN THE PHONE COMPLAINING TO GRANDMA .
I REALLY FEEL LIKE TAKING THE KNIFE TO STAB HER ,
AND THEN THROWING HER SON OFF THE 9 STOREY BUILDING .
I HAD HAVE ENOUGH OF HER , AND ENOUGH OF DADDY'S EXCUSES FOR HER .
SHE IS A BITCH , A WHORE .
AND NOTHING HE SAYS WILL CHANGE THOSE FACTS .
HA , YOU DESCRIBE HER AS SO PURE AND INNOCENT YA .
HOW COME I SAW A PREGNANT PICTURE OF HER DATED 1996 ?
AND WHERES HER OTHER CHILD NOW ?
DEAD ? ABORTED ?
LOL , DID SHE EVEN VISIT ?
PLEASE , I'M NOT STUPID ;
I KNOW HOW TO PLAY GAMES TOO .
THE WAR STARTS TONIGHT (:

[edited/]
MUM IS SO IRRITATING ,
I COMPLETELY DONT FEEL LIKE LIVING WITH HER .
SHE PUTS THE TV IN THE 3RD FLOOR .
AND REFUSE TO ALLOW ME TO EAT THERE .
AND SHE SAYS EATING AND WATCHING TV IS NO GOOD .
I'VE DID THAT ALL MY LIFE OKAY ?
HEH BUT IF I LIVED WITH HER , SHE WONT SEE IF I EAT LUNCH THERE .
but mummy dearest bought gossip girl off her mio tv .
so i dont ever have to wait for it to load again .
ohhh , her $300 , favourite koi commited suside ,
so mum's very sad now .
so she's umm sad . okay bye bye .

2008-10-17T18:08:00.004+08:00

L1R5 : 27
AVERAGE : 50.025

i'm so glad i pass my average , otherwise i cant go sec 4 alr okay !
i thank god , so much .
heh on the day of the history exam , i found a pouch with a handphone and $50 ,
and i decided to be a good girl and give to the general office ,
and thats why i got 40/50 for history ;
i think god rewarded me .
and so many times i pray , and got exactly what i wanted .
for eg , 18/25 for SEQ history , 19/25 for SEQ ss and 60/100 for lit .
without 60/100 for lit , i wont pass overall kay !
THANKS GOD :D

i'm so disappointed with myself this term ,
3 failure .
NO A AT ALL .
haiis , i keep thinking of killing myself .
i know its terrible , but i wont ever do that luh .
okay i'm waiting for my gossip girl to load ,
and thanks megan for selling stuff for me :D
LOVE YOU ! hehhhh .

i'm going to save $ to buy PSP , in case JOLENE dont get 230 .
PLEASEEEEE GET 230 .
i want my laptop , and my PSP .
see , if she gets 230 , she gets a DS/PSP , a PSP , a laptop , and $1000 .
its not fair cos i only got $500 for 238 ! =(
but my very nice sister ,
will give me the PSP and the new laptop and $500 .
heh love you mei ! :D

oh ya ya , today went with amanda and megan to mac / parkway .
i tell you these two are sot sot .
they bought tampons for a guy friend's birthday .
lols they wanted to buy condoms , but i say they'll get arrested .
so they stood there and look at condoms for a long time !
and the watson's salesman came by and stare at us ..
and amanda even PICKED UP a vibrator , not knowing what it was ..
oh gosh , so embarassing ,
i think we've destroyed the school's reputation ( we were in sch uni )
then they went to comics connection ..
haiyoh , both of then were very excited ..
HEHE then ..
after that ,
we went home (:

2008-10-16T14:42:00.004+08:00

odelia looked so scary today ..
should be because of result uhh , i dont dare to ask .
like her face said "dont talk to me ; go away " .
uhh dont get angry i said you were scary okay ? =X

OKIE ,
I FAIL EMATHS =(
_______ told me emaths is just common sense .
OKAY I GOT NO COMMON SENSE .
thats very sad .
i fail amaths and emaths and chem ,
so much so the principle wants to see my parents .
OKAY I CANNOT COUNT , WHY CANT YOU ACCEPT IT .
stupid daddy , keeep harping on my maths ,
never even praise me for my 40/50 history =((
and still scold me for getting B4 for english .
jesslyn doesnt get motivated from scoldings .
if you tell me i'm stupid/useless .
it wont encourage me to prove you wrong ..
i'll just agree with you , accept it , and then give up on myself .
or if i get very very very lousy results , i'll just GIVE UP .
for example , AMATHS .
i started giving up after getting 15/100 for mid-year .
oh wells , thats my negative point - i got no fighting/competitive spirit .

B3 abv for lit , pray pray (:
and 30/50 for ss can alr .
YAY ! jyjyjy .
people always wonder why i'm so positive and smiley with failing .
BECAUSE , i'm used to it already , i've given up hope .
without hope and expectations , how can you be disappointed ?

i'm hungryyy .
i'm going to eat ! BYE ! (:

(btw , who's polished apple ?)

2008-10-14T22:55:00.001+08:00

zac and chace .

SEE CARINA , THEY LOOK ALIKE !
but i think chace's hotter .
hehs :D

2008-10-13T20:36:00.002+08:00

today i stayed at homeeee .
to pei my sister :D
hahas i was playing pokemon on the gameboy ;
it's fun ! i havnt touched it in like many many years .
HEH , I WANT MY PSP =(
i miss gaming , and now i'm so bored ; i have nothing to do .
i'll been spreading my happy energy to people
i feel like i have none left ..
like very sian , like want to cry for no real reason .
like cannot sit , cannot stand , cannot lie down .
ALAMAKS i have no idea what i'm trying to say .
okok , nvm .

BYEBYE

2008-10-12T23:16:00.002+08:00

I HATE MY FATHER .
HOW DARE HE CLOSE THE DOOR WHEN I'M TALKING HALFWAY .
THATS RUDE ,
NO PROBLEM , I'LL GIVE HIM THAT TOO .
BETTER STILL I'LL DO THAT TO THE WOMAN .
I BEHAVE AND GIVE HIM FACE , HE THINK HE CAN CONTROL ME ?!
OKAY , TODAY I'VE DECIDE TO TURN HIS LIFE UPSIDEDOWN AGAIN ,
MESS UP HIS "PEACE AND HARMONY IN THE HOUSEHOLD"
AND MAKE THE WOMAN RUN AWAY FRM THIS HOUSE .
FUTHURMORE , JOLENE SNG HAS NO STAND .
AND SHE DIDNT SIDE ME AND HELP ME SAY MY FATHER ,
SO I'M ANGRY AT HER TOO .
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR .
I FEEL LIKE BITING PEOPLE .
AND , I FEEL LIKE SLAPPING MY SISTER .
AND DISOWNING HER .

2008-10-11T17:15:00.002+08:00

hmms .. i went to play "scoop the toys" with mei at marina .
i dont know how to say .. but yea i hope you know what i mean .
hehes CHEERUP EM (:
at least you have many many good friends with you right now :D
when it happened to me , i was like .. P3 .
with friends that give funny advice like ..
"catch cockroach and put under the woman's pillow ! "
& "put alot alot of tomato ketchup in her soup"
& "stand on the rooftop and pretend to commit suside
so your parents will listen to what you have to say"

hehehes !
okie , yup i got nothing else to say to try to cheer you .
i'm sorry , but yeah ;
i'm here for you too (:

2008-10-11T08:25:00.003+08:00

i have half a mind of moving to my mum's house ...

1) she would allow me to keep my maltese puppy that i've always wanted .
2) cookies will have a garden to run around instead of being cooped up in the cage .
3) my room is cleaner , and theres a proper study place for mei .
4) the house is big and i'm free to move around cos its MY place .
5) there will be no bastard screaming in the morning , disturbing my sleep .
6) there will be no bitch , quarrelling and interfering in my life .
7) without that bitch life will be 100x better .
8) daddy wont feel torn between two sides anymore .
9) mum will have company after so many years .
10) i can feed my darling koi fishes everday !
11) because of mama's pressure , my grades will SURELY improve .

but the other half wants to stay , because ...

1) daddy gives us more freedom to go out , use computer , gives us
more money and doesnt pressure us with results - he is more friendly too .
2) i'll really miss daddy , and daddy will be heartbroken too .
3) i'm already so used to this environment , i love my messy room .
4) there will be no more nai nai yummy cooking if i move .

dear friends , give some opinion ? (:
personally , i dont really feel like moving ,
cos number 1 is a big big plus point for daddy :D

2008-10-10T23:51:00.002+08:00

hi ! i'm back from copelia .
its scary but beautiul dance :D
oh ya i wanna talk abt the 987 that came to our sch .
because me and megan were from 3/2 , we were seated in front .
right infront of the HUGEEEE speakers .
then there were two rock bands thats played .
and it blasted in my ear ,
my heart forgot the rate it was suppose to beat ,
and the floor was vibrating my butt .
megan had sec twos screaming in her other ear and she looked like she wanted to cry alr .
HAHAHA !
ok i hate noisy music .. because they are very noisy .
i think i'm sleepy and blabbering nonsense .
good night (:

2008-10-10T12:03:00.002+08:00

elearning was crappy .
it was so hard andconfusing i decided to just tikam my way through .
hehes in the end ..
chem : 57/100
maths : 3/6
english : 7/10
quite happy with myself luhh .
so done , done , done .
i think i'm going back to sleep , i'm tired .
BYE !

2008-10-09T18:30:00.001+08:00

heyya (:
i did really badly for chinese and i'm very very upset right now .
megan got like highest in class AGAIN .
haiis i got 59 , its top 5 in class , you believe ?
okay no other comments .
watching copelia with em tmr .
EH remind me kay ?

love ,
jesslyn SNG .

2008-10-07T09:55:00.004+08:00

[edit/]
EHHH . i dropped my tooth .
and i feel so tooth-less now.
and since its a premolar ; i cant bite food properly .
and megan lui had a good laugh about that . HAHA .
cos it dropped when i was munching fish burger with her at macs (:
hehes i tell you our oder is exactly the same one .
drink change milo , burger both special order (:
just that hers has no cheese , mine has EXTRA cheese .
hahaha ! okay toodles '
(:

my laptop's in my mama's house .
so i've to use this old laggy , virus-y cmputer to blog .
please dont die on me .
HAHA . emaths was so hardd .
stupid , i didnt have time to draw my graph luh ! .
so mad , again only got x and y axis .
anyways , i'm bored at home now .
and being bored makes my mind wander the wrong way .
you know i worry like mad for FYE results cos i know i did really badly ;
worry till cant sleep at night , 2-3 then sleep , 7 will wake up .
STRESSSSSSSSSS ,
hey girls , are we going out ? (:

reply to tags :
carina : hahas yupp i have chem tution since .. last week (: and its not i dont reply , its just you seldom tag uh the tagboard's dead so dont bother lorhs .

2008-10-04T14:35:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA !
my tikaming skills have improved :D
chem mcq i got 15/25 .
my chem tutor marked it for me (:
wee . i hope i pass chem .
and e maths !
YAY ! okay . bybye <3

2008-10-04T10:42:00.002+08:00

i took back my swing swing d&t project .
HAHA its so cute know (:
i miss this kind of nonsense lessons .
art , home ec , d&t , more legacy .
now life's so stressful .
u know ; your entire life's a test .
you have test Os , As , test if u can get a degree ,
test if you can pass the interview to get a job ,
everyday's a test at work ; you dont perform - fire you .
then money becomes a problem .
at retirement , its a test if your children are filial , or have you saved enough ?
even when you die , you worry if you can pass the test and go to heaven .

*sighs*

2008-10-03T14:02:00.000+08:00

i didnt do well for history .
despite guessing the correct chapters .
AND THE EXACT QUESTION .
i cannot write finish .
like really short this time .
*sighs* i guess its all not meant to be .

2008-10-02T04:08:00.000+08:00

I PREDICT .
that nazi germany will come out for SBQ .
and war in europe will come out for SEQ .

so i'm studying war in europe now .
and i'll study germany IF i still have the time .
and maybe russia if still got time so i can have options for SEQ (:
wish me luck in my guessing :D

eh can someone teach me policy of appeasement that part ?
i dont know which part if the one that is impt , must memorise .
appeasement is so long . pray it doesnt come out as GF man .

toodles !

2008-10-02T02:37:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY .

i hate myself .
lit was intially okay .
writing 3 essays was so tough , my butt hurted .
then then stupid cramps suddenly attacked me again .
it was so painful i really couldnt sit up and write .
plus i was already so tired frm the past few essays .
so i totally gave up on th unseen prose , part B .
really dumb , have u ever heard of pple not doing their exam cos of cramps .
lols . i just want a B now =(
when i went home i was like cannot walk like that .
WHY do i have cramps that could kill when dear sister "cannot feel anything at all" .
and u know wad she told me ?
she said " eh , mama last time also got bad cramps leh , but she say after u give birth then no more liaos .. JIE i think you should get pregnant now , then u no need to suffer for the rest of ur life " .

hey pple .
dont feel upset over A maths paper kay .
yes i know its hard , well its always hard to me luh .
i tell u ah . i left .. qn 6,7,8,9,10 BLANK .
really , blank okay .
i wrote the question then leave blank .
and attached blank papers to my answer script so it would look abit longer ..
otherwise i only have one piece of paper for section B . =X
and the rest on sectino A , only have a few lines of attempt .
also no final answer ,
no proper workings .
hais , i hope a maths dont pull my average down till cant go sec 4 .
god , can u give me F9 for a maths ? like a .. 35 ?

chinese was tough too .
and chem was so tikam-y .
for mcq i know two are wrong ..
then always tikam the last two options .
so its 50-50 .
sian .. i hope i pass chem man .
just 50 will do (;

okay stop ranting over exams , it makes pple so stressed up .
btw , i dont understand war in europe .
as in i can memorise , but i dont know which part i'm suppose to write when a question is asked .
gosh . its so complication . so many pacts and treaty , i go > @.@
hurhh ? i dont understand at all .
i only know great depression cos its just one page ,
can someone teach me ? =(
megan , liviaaa ? :D

skip skip , i'll study germany firsty .
bye :D

2008-09-27T08:38:00.000+08:00

A is very important .

i want A .

i want A for chinese , english , history , lit and bio .

bio is obviously impossible now .

dear literature and history .

please dont fail me .

dear hands and fingers .

please write faster .

PLEASE !

2008-09-27T08:23:00.000+08:00

my computer decided to be good today .
i'm so , so glad (:
i'm angry with myself for giving away 2 careless marks .
as in really careless . BLIND .
haiis . if i dont get A i'll be really mad at myself .
less than B3 sure cry ler .
then i looked at the bio mcq .
MY GOD . carless again .
i already say mass will decrease ..
yet i tick increase .
crazy , this is the result of stress .
SS was so stupid i'm laughing at myself .
i totally interpreted the source OPPOSITE .
aiyayahhhhhhh !

gladly SEQ was okay (:
lucky megan got what she wished for .
hehes me too :D
chem is a headache .
i just wish for a pass .
and lit .. gosh , 12 chapters , 3 essays .
and this time i write till my baby finger is all blistered .
imagine 3 essays .. poor fingers .
looking on the brighter side ,
hey ! its only sec3 FYE , not o levels (;
after hols can play already :D

hohos & recently i'm addicted to teen titans .
my sister introduced me (:
she loves mr bean alot .
and she ignores me when mr bean is on disney channel .
and so does _____ .

OK BYEBYE . i'm going to read lit .
papa wants to teach me chem tmr .
let see how it goes .. cos ..
this morning i said : " papa i HATE chem"
then he said " anything you dunno you can ask me leh ! i took chem also ! which chapter which chapter ? "
jesslyn : " salts , bases .. i dunno everything lah "
papa : " aiyoh i know .. i can teach you .. sodium is a salt . "
jesslyn : " yah i know that .."

2008-09-26T06:02:00.000+08:00

i am so angry with myself .
bio paper was tricky in the way they phrase questions .
and i didnt understand the stupid experiments of section B .
section C is worse ! i studied my plants .
but i dont understand the question AT ALL .
since when did plants store glucose as sugar .
why suddenly pop one sugar .
and and i did study why starch makes a good storage .
but i only wrote two of the points . i dont know why .
i'm so mad at myself .
i studied one week advance 1h each day .. on average luh .
chinese compo was idiot too .
what kind of topics huh ?
"how did my classmates and i prepare for national day selling of food"
i better do well for other subjects .
otherwise i'm going to quit school !
i'm serious .
and my baby finger has a blister from already .
its unfair i have to be born left handed .
i got stiff neck , sore throat and a slight fever too .
but still i must go to sch tmr cos without chinese , my average will die .
why cant i be sick monday-tuesday instead .
then i can skip chem and a maths .
my computer is going sot .
i had to restart it 8 times to post .
and yet nobody reads or tags =(
okay i'm just grumpy today .
dont mind my nonsense .

GOODBYE

2008-09-20T05:28:00.000+08:00

1Gb mickey mp3 , $34 i want !

i want ! $28

i want ! $28

i want ! $26

i want alot of things , MONEY MONEY MONEY !

hehes blogshoppers if u see them at cheaper prices do let me know :D

i'm going taiwan for holiday .

so i'm going to try find them theree ((:

LOVE !

i'm still mourning over my fly-away $2 .

megan thinks it got murdered =(

probably run over by the cars already .. *sobs*

OKAY . lucky it was $2 . not $50 .

if it was $50 , i'd risk my life to save it !

bye . i'm going to sew my pocket .

to prevent future losses .

muacks ! :D

2008-09-20T05:08:00.000+08:00

today so suay !
as i was going up the bus i took out my wallet ..
then my $2 flew out too !
i wanted to pick it ..
but the stupid wind blow blow blow !
blow till the middle of the road .
then .. cannot get le .
my life is more impt ..
byebye to money .

mrs low cancelled today's extra lesson .
so i'm home already ! (:

sorry emmeline ps u for drama ..

2008-09-17T07:26:00.000+08:00

on the left is autumn , i had autumn since i was 1 year old .
autumn is very lovable cos she tolerates things very well .
she's always there for me when i'm sad .
and allows me to vent on her when i'm angry .
i used to chew on her when i was teething , so she has many stitches ..
HEE !

2nd is gucci , 3rd is goldie !
they are best friends (:
and were christmas presents in 2006 .
i think :D

hehes on the right is jessie .
jessie is my darling favouriteeee .
as u can see , she has a necklace which i made on saturday .
it took 2 hours . but she's worth it .
jessie is more impt than FYE .
i wish she would come alive .
i hug jessie to sleep everynight .
and talk to her everyday (:
i love you .

k i loves dogs alot alot .
i'm not mad nor childish .
i just love them .
even though they arent real .
and daddy doesnt allow me to keep one .
autumn , gucci , goldie and jessie sleep with me every night :D
they have their own pillows and blanket too .
HEHES ! (:

2008-09-17T06:25:00.000+08:00

sorry mr seah .
yes i'm a terrible student , one thats hopeless in maths .
just now i sneaked off by the back door without finishing mr seah's question 7 .
i feel bad , but what can i do .
i have no idea whats going .. or what is R formulae .
i'm sorry =( .

maybe if u didnt teach a maths i wouldnt feel bad .
why cant u teach subjects like CHEM !
cos i 100% wont feel bad towards miss ho :D
HEH .
mr seah tries so hard ,
jesslyn doesnt try at all cos she's given up =X .

and i think mr seah is so nice and understanding .
despite me ponning remedial , he didnt scold me or anything .
he even say "jesslyn u need the worksheet anot ? aiyah just take lah"
he print for me even though he knows i wont do >.<

weee . CARINA .. QUICK COME EAT RECESS .
I MISS YOU .
AND JAWS PONED SCH YESTERDAY ,
AND LIVIA PANGSEH ME .
AND MEGAN&AMANDA DIDNT GO EAT .
so i ate alone .
poor me =(

I GOT BIG BIG NEWS .
megan went remedial yesterday .
HAHAHA ! AMAZINGGGGGGGG (:
and then we walked to the bus stop ..
then suddenly . she fell down the stairs .
i was like OMG ..
then she say she always skip steps and fall like that ..
HAIYOH .. how can u be a dancer .
dancers are suppose to be graceful ,
not clumsy =P
ehs but she got me like last min tution for chem and bio .
which was like really nice .
thanks :D

hoho . i'm lunching now .
yummy :D

2008-09-14T09:40:00.000+08:00

hehes .. listen to this .
its funny :D

yesterday mei was helping me CLEAR my thick thick file .
then she saw amaths ws and said " jie wad is this sin,cos,tan thingy ?"
btw she pronounced it as ..
jesus died and cleared our sins .. that SIN ..
because that COS ..
and livia tan that TAN .
i thought for awhile .. thn said "oh .. amaths .."
jolene : "huh ?" and then read out the whole question .. "jie why u only copy the question .. never do de ?"
jesslyn "i dunno how to do ."
jolene "ya lor ! i also dunno how to do .. it doesnt make sense .. i think i also want to drop a maths lah !"
(then i just stared at her)
jolene " eh jie .. u never do then u want to file inside for wad?"
jesslyn " ya horhs .. " (throw all the worksheets away)
jolene " why u throw ?"
jesslyn " then ?"
jolene " you can ask papa ma .."
jesslyn " dont want , later he die .."
jolene "teach you then will die lor "

then both of us laugh laugh laugh ..
and the end :D
i love my sister (:

2008-09-14T09:20:00.000+08:00

i went shopping at far east today (:
bought a keychain and a bracelet , thats all .
i wanted to buy that nice nice jacket buy it's too small .
so it makes me feel very fat now .
HAIIIISSSSS .

i'm pissed at drama club.
55 anniversary, BIG DEAL .
take two fridays before our FYE ..
pple need to study u know !
( i mean pple like emmeline , while pple like me just want a break)
ARGHHH . but but ,
mummy dearest is specially gonna BOOK a holiday on nov 21 (:
so i'm not in .. no need to go for practises .

i wanna rebond my hair .
its so wavy and annoyingly troublesome .
i need to use the straightener everyday so it wont be so messy =(
so , i shall find a GOOD one that wont spoil and fry my hair (;

FYE , FYE , FYE .
thats what everyone's thinking .
mrs sew says ..
that we must dedicate 6 hours on weekdays to study .
and 12 hours on weekends .
i think .. she's mad .
i cant even put 2h on weekends , half hour on week days ..
thats my aim ..

HAIS .
i just hope i do okay ..
no need everything A1 ,
i just want Cs for maths and chem .
Bs for humans and bio ..
As for languages .

2008-09-11T09:13:00.000+08:00

i was reading carina's archive .
yes , i have nothing better to do , studying is OUT .
and all the happy happy timeees :D
heh ! esp the part abt the library , where carina and livia tried very very hard to teach me chem , while jocelyn cleverly went home and decided not to come !
HA and my carina best friend buying eyeliner ..
carina : which should i get ? frosty blue is so blue , silver is so silver .
jesslyn : of course , you cant expect blue to be silver and silver to be blue right ?
HAHAHAHAHA !
in the end she bought silver under my good advice .. (:
now its only sec 3 , and my 3 bestie are so busy studying , studying .... STUDYING .
they have no time for me anymore =(
i miss the old , not so competitive carina .
at least livia's still the same , in sch she's cheerful not study crazy , and loves recess with me (=
i love sec 2 , i wish the clock would rewind and stay at sec 2 FOREVER .
cos if it could , i promise to treasure time with jjlc , i'll never miss or turn down a single outing with them ..
oh wells , after final year , things will be happy-er , i think .
thank god for pple like megan , or sec 3 would have been a nightmare .

love .

2008-09-11T05:45:00.000+08:00

exams coming ..
stress stress stressssss :(

mr seah knows i wanna drop a maths .
its a good thing i guess ,
but sometimes i feel abit guilty ;x

hahas during recess JAWS ate !
Yes that is very very rare (:
livia ate spaghetti which was "$1.80 ONLY" .
how can $1.80 for a tiny plate of spaghetti with not enough salt be ONLY .
livia thinks i'll surely get high blood considering i EAT salt . jaws is quiet as usual .
I MISS CARINA , and her nonsense .

on a happier note , i studied history-japan yesterday .
i feel so accomplished (:

2008-09-09T11:06:00.000+08:00

i watched make it happen and boys over flowers too ! .
make it happen was not bad , better than my sassy girl .
boys over flowers .. err i was too tired so i fell asleep .
sorry girls ! =X

zzz . CARINA STOP STUDY AND EAT RECESS WITH US .
gosh you're mad .
how to study on an empty stomach .

I HATE SCHOOL .
T.T

2008-09-06T00:40:00.001+08:00

I WENT OUT TODAY .
happy happy *jumps jumps*
i watched my sassy girl .
it was .. OKAY .

this is going on in my head :

thinking #1 :
you know people are studying .
and jesslyn sng . you have no sense of urgency at all .
you brain damage arrrr HUHHH ?
WHY CANT YOU BE LIKE OTHER PEOPLE .
AND STUDY LIKE A NORMAL PERSON .
nobody telling you to be like emm or odelia .
out of your 7 day hols you didnt even give 1 day to study .
BYEBYE TO YOUR FUTURE LUHHH !

thinking #2 :
but why must you be like other people ?
fail exams so ? sec 3 ONLY .
and as long as you dont get kicked out its FINE .
and you're not bottom of the cohort so why worry ?
and its holiday , give yourself a rest .
AT MOST , be a farmer LOR ?

kay i know my post is very funny .
but REALLY this is going on in my head and wasting my time.
thinking 2 is winning . i havnt done anything at all .
not even read textbook one time =(
I'M SO LAZY !

i should sleep .
goodnight ! :D

2008-09-05T10:02:00.000+08:00

I WANT THIS:

so cute right ? :D

2008-09-05T05:38:00.000+08:00

i just realised blogshop clothes are cheap and NICE .
i wanna buy .
but i dont know how ,
and dont dare to meet sellers.
and its so troublesome .
and i wannt sell the frh things .
I WANT MONEY .

& i'm so reluctant to study .
kay not study .
i dont even want to read the textbook .
i cant even look at the cover of the textbook for more than 5 seconds before my head must turn back to the computer , or the door .
such a failure =(
MEGAN'S CORRECT .
i wont study .
teeheee :D

2008-09-03T03:32:00.000+08:00

PEACE .

i'm currently enjoying my hols to the max .
do not disturb me with reminders to study .
or that FYE is coming (:

i'm so happy .
sweet sweet :D

LOVE !

2008-08-29T10:14:00.000+08:00

I'M SO PISSED AT YOU , DAD .
STOP MAKING DECISIONS FOR ME .
YOU DONT KNOW ME WELL AT ALL .
YOU TAKE MY THINGS WITHOUT ASKING TO GIVE JEREMY .
YOU PROMISE TO BRING JEREMY OUT ON MY BIRTHDAY BEFORE ASKING .
STOP IT U UNDERSTAND ?
YOU HAVE NO RIGHT OVER MY LIFE .

YOU DID ME WRONG AND APOLOGISED .
AND THEN WHAT ?
EXPECT ME TO FORGIVE YOU AND BE HAPPY OVERNIGHT ?
I'M NOT A MACHINE , PRESS BUTTON TO STOP ?

WHAT IS THE PROBLEM WITH YOU .
YOU'RE 40 AND U CRY I REFUSED TO FORGIVE ?
CHILDISH .
NOW I FINALLY UNDERSTAND WHY MUM CANT STAND YOU HUH .
I CANT STAND YOU EITHER .

I'M "DIVORCING" YOU AS SOON AS I CAN TOO .
SINCE U GOT YOUR BITCH AND JEREMY ENOUGH RIGHT ?
COS SERIOUSLY ,
I . HATE . YOU .
YES , RIGHT NOW . I HATE YOU THE MOST .
YOU DONT SPARE A THOUGH FOR PEOPLE'S FEELINGS .

realised i dont hate jeremy that much (:
dislike AND SUPER IRRITATED rather than hate .

yes he's irritating , annoying , messes/ touch my things , is a big bunce of trouble , spills food and things everywhere , uses my toilet and pees EVERYWHRE , like to walk aroud the house naked , is a sore loser , is loud , is SUPER WHINEY ( runs in the family i guess ) , STEALS my pokemon cards , play my gameboy , DISTURB ME , open and closes my door for no reason for attention , ask me stupid questions , stand infront of the tv while i'm watching my 9 o clock show to irritate me , THROWS food in my rabbit's cage , hog my outside tv when theres one in his room , CALLS papa to complain at the slightest things , has a very qian bian face , acts big .

but , he always take this and that for me if i ever ask , brings my plate/bowl to the sink for me . comes by and say "jesslyn may i close your door for you" when i forget to close it , a source for entertainment when i got nothing better to do cos its fun to argue with him , he doesnt bear grudges , (i slapped him , kicked him before ). and he is afraid of me/ looks up to me . and he listens to me MORE than his own parents . i know he irritates me for attention cos he's lonely rather .

feeling much , much better now .
HEH (:

2008-08-26T14:13:00.000+08:00

what a teary night/evening .
~~happy~~ miserable birthday jesslyn .

1) i had a bad bad argument with papa , bottom line , he chose to bring BASTARD out on my birthday which made me .. @*$&*#^(@^#@)( .

2) i ran away from home with my sister. (crying)

3) i treated myself and sis to chicken rice and mango smoothie for dinner . (still crying over how my dear daddy can treat me this way . i wanted to be your princess , just for today.. T.T )

4)pa got worried cos he couldnt find me , and used many ways to try get me come home .
he bribed , play wif my emotions , tried make me guilty , try to prove how much he "loved" me .

5) mum call me to wish me happy birthday and asked if i was alright . and she said over the phone " hey sweetie , 15 years ago i gave birth to you , you know . today's your special day ! shall we go out for dinner ? dessert ? anything you want love ? " which made me so touched i cried AGAIN .

6) went for B&J ice cream and felt tiny bit better .

7)came home to find the BASTARD had ruined my room , threw food in my rabbit's cage , played my gameboy , took my maple cards .. messed/ jumped on my bed .

8) felt SO miserable . i just hide under the blanket to cry .
i swear these people are trying to upset me to death .
to ruin my one special day .
that one day to be treated special .
they really make me feel as if i should never have been born .

i think i shall skip sch tmr . my eyes are too sore .
good night .

2008-08-25T16:09:00.000+08:00

today's my birthday .
but i am saddddd than my besties dont seem to care .
hur . nobody give me present somemore .. no card even ;(
nvm present not important . its okay loves .
and carina HAS DANCE , dump me on my birthday .
and livia and jocelyn happily ran off for recess without me =(
wait , they went to watch their class quarrel wif sec TWO .
T.T

nvm . recess and after sch prata wif megan and amanda :D
thanks girls <3 i enjoyed time wif u two (:
and thanks 3/2 and all for wishing me a happy birthday even though we're not close .

going out wif papa celebrate tonight (:
yesterday mum brought me to cut hair , then go massage , then go eat ..
EAT .. one claypot of sharks fin at thai village for me ;D
then got crab ..
and got deer meat ..
and ehhh .. bird nest for dessert !
thanks mum for the coach wallet .
dont worry ah , i wont waste your $400 by losing it =X i hope .

and thanks nainai for $50 ang pao and a diamond ring :D

lols . i have a richer grandma than most pple .. dont jealous ah ?

AND .. papa . pa owes me my ang pao . tonite he'll give and then i'll post the amt k ? :D

hahas ! i feel happy counting my money (:

kay .. err .. what now ..
HAHA oh ya megan's funny . today everything's excuse is " its jesslyn's birthday"
and megan and me pon remedial together today :D
hehes megan's excuse is " jesslyn's birthday she need to make ic .. then jesslyn dunno the way so i bring her lor ! "
i tell u ah megan got many many excuse one . maths remedial she pon 4 weeks in a row .
first time is "i didnt feel like it"
2nd time "i had tution"
3rd time "i pass emaths this term wad .. still need go ah ? i din know"
today is the 4th time ;D

hahas :D thanks megan .
megan wanna bake for me .
i din know she can cook .
EH. careful ah ! if ur kitchen burn down you can call me .
and if ur cake chao ta . please dont give me ;D
HEH . jk (:

love , jesslyn

2008-08-24T11:26:00.000+08:00

i'm happy :D
i'm eating pizza & beef lagsane & drumlets & milo =D
no wonder so fat .
LOL .

anyway , today i went far east to shop .
and i bought a pretty white bag , and a necklace .
then i went to see see and walk walk .
thats all .

i feel like rebonding my hair ..
should i ?
opinions please ? (:

2008-08-19T07:30:00.000+08:00

I HATE NOT GETTING ANY As .
I HATE IT THAT I GOT A B3 FOR CHINESE ( my best sub)
I HATE IT THAT SS HAD TO PULL MY WONDERFUL HISTORY MARKS DOWN .
I HATE IT THAT I'M NOT BORN SMART ENOUGH .

I HOPE , THAT MY ENGLISH WILL GET AN A1 .
OR NOT I'LL GO DIE (JK)

I'M IN A BAD MOOD .

2008-08-12T10:56:00.000+08:00

taggie's back cos i'm a in good mood ;D
went out wif mei to watch money no enuf .
it's a nice show , really .
but i dont find it touching at all =X
mei cried .. pple ard me cried .. i just stared at the screen .
hahahas ! happy day ;D

iloveyou .
take care <3

2008-08-10T10:27:00.000+08:00

today nai came over and said ..

nainai : "hows your maths"
jesslyn : "FAIL"
nainai : "HAIYOH , why u so hopeless .. only know how to count money right ? "
jesslyn : "yea , btw history got A :D money money ? "
nainai : "$10 okay ?"
jesslyn : "orh"
jesslyn : "sighs"
nainai : "whats wrong wif u ? you young pple cannot sigh u know .."
jesslyn : *shows her a picture of me , car , li , jaws* "my friends can count though . A1 , A1 , A1 for maths"
nainai : " HUH ? both ? "
jesslyn : "yeah , i got both F9" (:
nainai : "AIYAH U THIS GIRL , pass your emaths nai nai reward u okay ?"

HAHAHAS see my cute cute grandma ;D
she nice too . in sec 1 she gave emm and car each $5 ang pao :D
rmb rmb ?
hehes !

sorry livia , today i just felt like calling u " LI"
reminds me of the happy past i'm currently clinging to (:

2008-08-10T10:22:00.000+08:00

i love you (:
i feel so sad cos i feel as if nobody reads my blog .
but i was the one who took away the taggy .. nvm =X
i'm confused with myself .

terribly disappointed for BIO . 22.5/40 .
CARINA , ODELIA , EMMELINE .
bio is seriously NOT EASY .
my class only got 2 A2s .. NO A1 .
and i think half or more fail .
so is that cos my class is stupid ? (:
however , it depends on individual .
BIO is hard to score , but at least it's still understand-able unlike physics .

happy i got A2 for history .
same marks as LIVIA and MEGAN .
wow . i wrote altogether 2 and a half .
livia wrote 4 and a half .
megan wrote 3 and 3 quarter .
pray my ss dont pull down .. PLEASEEEEEE .
give me at least ONE A can can can ?

HA . carnival day was O-KAY .
3/2 was the LOUDEST .
yea we're a noisy bunch , which is a good thing.
attracted many customers (:
oh ya .. I TRIED THE PRATA .
carina LETS GO PRATA ! stop dragging us to video world !
NICEEEE . lets go again megan =D

CARINA . jaws & li .
i feel like we're drifting .
are we ?
please tell me not ;(
sighs*
I HATE SEC3 .
because i feel LONELY .
and i think i'm like really quiet in class ..
things really changed .

2008-08-06T04:09:00.000+08:00

10/35 for amaths , i dont care .
i have really given up on amaths unless something start to motivate me .
however , i think its all too late .
sleeping in amaths everday , not doing homework .
i feel kinda bad , but then again , dropping amaths is the path i choose to take .

28/50 for chinese bao zhang bao dao .
it sucks . kiss the A goodbye .
was terribly moody for the rest of the day ..
but then the highest was 30 , so its not really my fault .
the permanant A1 shana got 30 . and she wasnt happy too .
stupid teachers , must be raised standard cos of china pple .
bye A , hope to see you next term (:

yesterday's oral went fairly okay i guess .
i talked and beat abt the bush .
and she didnt have to prompt me at all ..
so should be okay ?
okay i'm still moody over no-more-A-this-term .

nvm goodbye :D

2008-08-03T11:42:00.000+08:00

I THINK ..
that CARINA is MAD .
because she is worrying abt her results AGAIN .
and everytime she worry SOOOO MUCH , AND KILL SOOOOOO MANY BRAIN CELLS .
she gets an A and then says ...
"ITS NOT GOOD WAD . ONLY A2"
then here i am , just HAPPY its OVERRRR .
and i just wanna pass maths , for once .. and its SO HARD .
and even my bestest subjects ..
although i want As .. B3 would satisfy me too (:

HELLO MY DEAR CARINA ,
if u keep worrying so much u will shorten your good life WHICH you are currently working so hard for . WASTED !
work hard for a good future , but TAKE CARE of your health AR ?
worrying is bad for health , LISTEN TO BIO STUDENT KAY ? (=
kills cells , and may mutate them to become cancerous , increases risk for CANCER .
YOU WANT ?!
btw car , your heart on my link in your blog makes me feel so loved again .
HEHES LOVE YOU GIRL <3
you can post to reply my wonderful blog post for you :D

then i wonder .. WHY are both my parents good at maths .
ONE IS INVESTMENT BANKER , ANOTHER IS MARKETING DIRECTOR .
and my 3 besties ALL GOOD AT MATHS !
and jesslyn is F9 , F9 , F9 all the way .
and livia says teaching me chem "CAN DIE"
she said : " I WANNA SLIT MY WRIST" *wif slitting wrist action*
didnt know i'm so hopeless =( *mock a sad face*
and jaws just smile smile smile .
to jaws : HELLO ! PLEASE STOP STUDYING AND EAT RECESS WIF ME .
I THINK I AM MORE IMPORTANT THAT A1 , NO ?
besides these 3 BESTIES ,
i love all my other friends too .

DRAMA IS SO ANNOYING .
I HATE DRAMA .
I HATE THE HYPOCRITE AND ANNOYING PEOPLE .
I HATE THE BOSSY SEC TWOS . A L A
I HATE THOSE THAT THINK THEY ARE SUPERIOR IN ACTING . K H
I HATE DOING ANNOYING POEMS eg . "THE OLD WIFE AND THE GHOST"
I FEEL STUPID , AS IF I'M ENTERTAINING KIDS .
I HATE HAVING TO WASTE MY FRIDAY .
I AM NOT PASSIONATE ABT IT AT ALL .
I LOVE IT ONLY COS EMMELINE IS THERE TO CHAT AND PLAY AND PEI WO (:

hehehes ! i watched the MUMMY .. quite nice luh .
well my dear friends WHENNNN are we going out ? :D

i made specs today .
dont like , too bad .
EYE SPOIL ALREADY LAAAAA =(
and i took away my taggie cos pple DONT TAG .
which makes me feel terribly sad , like no one CARES .

i'm in a happy happy high high mood today :D
BYE . gonna order pizza for dinner !

2008-07-26T20:25:00.000+08:00

I'M SO HAPPY I KNOW I'M LOVED .
hehehes ! *giggles*
high liao .
today is a happy happy day ..
yesterday was a happy happy happy day ..
because ... dont tell you :D

i change my mind ..
today is a sad day .. cos i've been trying to UNDERSTAND MOLE for the pass 10 minutes .
and i have no idea .. wads the difference between particles and atoms ..
and wad concentration wad step 123 ? wad wad is the diff between purity and yield ..
IT ALL LOOKS THE SAME IT MAKES ME SO GONG .
forget it .. later gonna study ss ..
after i eat my pizza and drumlets (;
HEHES byee `

2008-07-19T21:35:00.000+08:00

as life goes on , friends come and go .
are we drifting ?
YES,we are .

i wish you all the best (:

i'm like the happiest girl on earth today ;D
hehes went to suntec and bought new shoes .
hohos ! finally got rid of that horrible prinary-sch-kid shoes wif stuffings coming out (:
and changed the laptop's adaptor ..
and bought a cordless phonee !
hehs papa went back .
then me and sis went to get soup .
and visited the pet shop to buy stuff for cookies , snowy and dusty .
then then then ...
i met someone thereeeeeeeee ,
which made me really really happy ;
*SMILEEE*

okay nothing . i'm just high .
CYAS :D

2008-07-14T14:44:00.001+08:00

i . am . very . sad .
do not ask me why .
goodbye .

2008-07-13T14:46:00.000+08:00

hiie pple . long time no see =P
sch is stress times 100 !
oh gosh .. test test test EVERY WEEK .
wad is this .. i much rather 1 paper each subject 100% .
LIKE MYE AND FYE .
why must there be so many so many A FEW % EACH .
pple and the school seems to think this is better .
BUT I DONT AGREE .
1. it kills more braincells .
2. it makes us study CONTINEOUSLY .
3. it makes your heart pump in anxiety MANY times before a test cos theres so many papers . and that is very unhealthy .
history and chem coming up tmr .
I AM SO STRESSED .
mole . mole . mole .
hitler . nazi . hitler .
GAHHH i'm going crazy .
okay i doubt ANYONE read this blog .
HOW PATHATIC , no one cares abt my life (:

to you :
I AM SO ANGRY WIF YOU .
YOU THINK U ARE VERY IMPORTANT ?
OR ARE U JUST TRYING TO ATTRACT ATTENTION .
"if u dont trust me , i rather u dont be my jiejie"
DID U EVEN STOP TO THINK WHAT THESE WORDS MEANT ?
do u expect me to believe every single thing u say ?
because if that were the case , i dont think i would be human .
EVERYONE has his/her own doubts .
who do u think u are ?
even towards god , some pple wont 100% BELIEVE .
you ..
FORGET IT .
if u dont know how to spare a though for others .
then i ALSO rather not have a sibling LIKE YOU .
shall we go severe ties ?

2008-06-17T17:17:00.001+08:00

SIANNNN .
i hate math .
anyone wanna offer me heymath answers ?
or just do for me ? =DD
lols or not i tikam .
so far ..
emath linear inequlities : 13/20
emath quardratic formular :10/20
amath coodinate geo : 5/20
i dont want to do anymore .

cold .

2008-06-17T05:35:00.000+08:00

SIANNNN . i just realised theres alot of amath homework ..
10 yr series blah blah blah.
I'M NOT DOING .
i dont care .. i havnt even finished my emath .. only done 2 pgs of TYS .
so sian u know ..
math = headache .
btw , EOY , i'm dropping amath .
i dont care . i really hate it alot
and i'm not gonna be an engineer or wad .
i have made up my mind and for JC ,
i'm going art stream :D
MUM is supporting my decision ;
but DADDY's a math freak .
so he's totally disappointed i wanna give up his favourite subject .
who care , its my life (:
muacks . cyas xD

2008-06-06T12:56:00.000+08:00

PAPA came home in a bad mood today .
firstly , i went out wif mum without telling him .
secondly , i left the door WIDEEEE open .
hur , who ask the maid to FOLLOW jeremy to my ah ma hse .
well that does'nt bother me ((:
even if my house got robbed i DONT CARE .
lols and poor mei got scolded for that ,
because my dad doesnt dare to scold me , or i'll bite back =X

OKAY , outing wif mama was fun today .
because mum was in a good mood and bought me a COACH purse .
which cost $245 .
:D lucky me .
thenn .. she said COACH in sg is expensive .
she said she'll buy only good bargain bag frm the US .
so alrighty . HOPE she's in a good mood and bring more branded stuff for me frm US .

& CARINA , where do u watch gossip girl .
i cant find it .

yawnns bedtime :D
i'll do another page of emath tmr .
IF i'm in a good mood ((:

have a nice day peeps .

2008-06-05T10:52:00.000+08:00

today is a boring day .
i woke up at FOUR IN THE AFTERNOON .
I DID 1 PAGE OF EMATH TYS .
lols that was so hard of me .
i had to force myself . oh gosh terrible .
MAPLE is down today .
i'm happy , and sad .
and angry too .
so confused and mixed =X
btw , i finish that tub of mango ice cream .
ps , its low fat .
low sugar + low fat milk .
im going to love tomorrow .
i just know it (:

2008-06-03T09:52:00.000+08:00

I MADE MANGO ICE CREAM .
i love mango =D
who wanna eat my delicious mango dessert ? :D
hahas it's freezing in my freezer right now and i can just tell it's gonna be a success on my first try .
i made one wholeeeee tub .
HA . its even easier than cookies or muffins or cakes (:
megan's favourite dessert :D
hehes .
cyas readeres ;

2008-06-01T22:57:00.001+08:00

OUT WITH MAMA TODAY .
lols went to kallang leisure park for dinner :D
my holiday life is so slack !
hahas on friday i slept at 4am , and woke at 4 pm =P
see . how terrible .
btw , holiday homework is far away .
it's the last thing on my mind .
I WANNA STAY IN A HOTEL .
i think thats very fun :D
i think .. my mum's gonna book a suite for me for 3 days to just chill .
imagine watching tv , slacking , drinking iced tea by the pool .
SO FUN RIGHT ?
hehes (:
i'm inspired by clique .
i wish i were them .
even being claire would be better than being jesslyn .
oh wells ;

i'm missing you .

2008-05-30T15:11:00.000+08:00

GOSSIP GIRL is entertaining .
but it sucks compared to a-list and clique .
i'm stuck at home with nothing to do .
well , not exactly nothing . because i know theres a BIG , BIG pile of home work waiting for me .
i dont know wad em is talking abt .
wad hey math test , wad ten year series ..
i'm sick and tired of studying .
well , off to gossip girl and seventeen .
i'm enjoying life NOW (:

2008-05-30T14:25:00.000+08:00

CARINA IS PISSED AT PLANNING DATES .
poor carina . lols i was pissed at you for a moment but yeah its okay (:
LOLS okay lets GO OUT . i'm bored at home already .
MAPLE IS BORING TOO .
number 1 . LIVIA HAS TO PON BAND . come onnnn livi . just once wont kill =(
carina and me have done it lots and lots of times ((:
number 2 . JAWS , PERSUADE LIVIAAA .l ols she listens to u :D
number 3 . JESS will most willingly sacrifise sleep + maple for her bestie :D
LOLS carinaaaa DONT BE ANGRY ALRIGHTS ?
ohhhs and if going out wif odelia and all is so fun GO LORRR .
*jealous*
HAHA . joking :D
WHY AM I SO DRAMA ?!
hyper lah
TOO HYPER ALREADY .
okay okay , BYEEEE .

2008-05-27T15:10:00.000+08:00

it's LATE . i should be sleeping but NOOOO .
okay . today went to sch for drama .
i was asleep in my cosy bed till emm had to WAKE me for drama .
SIGHS * , got up and went to school .
and today , actually DRAMA was FUN .
WE CONTRIBUTED IDEAS .
actually , 2 of the soveniers IDEA . were made by me and em .
HAHA ! first time in 3 years .
and emmeline thinks , if we were like that frm the start ..
we could be drama president .
WOW , imagine em and jess for drama president.
HAHA ! we'll cancel drama every week mansssss :D
okay went to pizza hut and bubble tea shop afterwards ,
YUM . lunched .
and i drank MANGO SNOW BLEND .
i swear i'm obsessed with mango .
I LOVE MANGO . [ i know you do too]
HEHE . bye ;

2008-05-24T20:54:00.000+08:00

THIS , IS JESSLYN[right] NOW .

LEFT IS MY DEAR SISTERRR :D

THIS , IS JESSLYN 14 YEARS AGO .

HAHA SEE THE DIFFERENCE ?
i wish i was a baby AGAIN.
then i would'nt have to GO TO SCHOOL .
then , i would'nt have to do MATH .
see , take a look at both pictures .
and you can tell , that baby jess's smile is so much more natural and genuine .
SIGHS .
the world , is not a wonderful place afterall .

i bought 3 books to read today for holidays .

i meant PROPER books .

not gossip-y , bimbo-ish ones , carina and i ENJOY :D

the cover doesnt look appealing to me but " JODI PICOULT" writes good books so try lo (:

i'm a lit student after all .

HAHAS . i should READ MORE .

because , i must secure my A1 for lit and english .

toodles :D

2008-05-23T10:22:00.000+08:00

THIS IS JESSLYN FROM THE COM LAB (:
its math and miss ricca let us playyy.
lols i dont know how to do trigo AT ALL.
copy copy megan , megan got 1/8 correct .
jesslyn guess and gt 2/8 correct. HAHA .
SO SHE DO THOSE SHE KNOW I TIKAM THE REST .
and we got 3/8 ;D
YAY for us ((:
lols . drama + parent teacher meeting today .
i think mrs sew likes me .
lols so thats kinda okay .
i mean not like , like .
just , doesnt find fault :D
and and . i like mrs sew HAHA .
drama's gonna be abt "THE OLD WIFE AND THE GHOST" againn -.-
thank god i can skip 1hr of it cos i got to meet my teacher (x
sry em , got to pangsehh youuu .
hahas ALL THE BEST WIF those drama mamamamamamaaaaaa .
<3 bye readers .

2008-05-22T16:09:00.000+08:00

miss ho wants us to stay back FOR RECESS TMR because she cant finis syllabus .
idiot lahh . & sorry girls cant have recess with you =(
today's assembly was debate . and 4/2 - my drama seniors were BETTER .
but they didnt win . oh wells .
HAHA . i hate juniors in drama , they dont respect , think they're big ahhh ?
but seniors are like .. NICE .
yeahh , rite emm ? (:
and so many pple are joining me in hating "we know who" , "potato" & " cockel spaniel " .
GEE . emmeline knows =D she DID the names .
lols em says she called potato , potato cos shes so flat and fat and round all over and just looks like a lump of potato.
another one , cockel spaniel is cockel spaniel because she tie her curly hair in a act cute way that reminds me of the breed . ALSO , she behaves like a bitch . so yeahh cockel spaniel .
and the last and WORST of all is err we havnt came up with a name .
:D maybe tmr .
HAHA byes .

2008-05-20T15:42:00.000+08:00

OH GOSH I WANNA DIE .
kay . not really .
just that amath , emath and chem is SO HARD .
dear pple . easy on my brains , thanks !
okayy . crapping wif ayesha is one of the greatest joy in CLASS .
BUT STEEWWWWWPID teachers are changing our places for semester TWO .
and the dumber ones in front , smarter at the back .
SO DEAR MEGAN , is like SO FAR SO FAR .
so sad =(
and i'm not sitting wif ayesha anymoreeee sad x2 .
HAISSSS who who gonna laugh and play and not pay attention with me ?
kay . nvm shall learn not to whine .
or the pple beside me might get spoilt ears .
:D i'm happy because i'm eating bee hoon soup . YUM .

2008-05-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

what if because of greed , you lost what you already had ?
yesterday and today will be spent MAPLING .
thankyou to carina who chooses homework over outing .

i'm happy because someone decided to come back and play maple with me .
i love you ! :D

i'm obssesed over overriped sweet soft mushy mango ..
ohh and mango is [your] fave too right :D

yawns . its a surprise i'm up so early today ..
i think i still want to sleeeeeep .
byeee (:

2008-05-17T17:28:00.000+08:00

FAR EAST SHOPPING WIF SIS TODAY .
cannot find that cute bear bear bag =(
nvm i got a gold handbag instead .
window shopped for 3 hours .
i ate fish & chips .
and 2 cups of mango tango ice .
YUM .
i love mango .
then walk abit more ..
and home sweet home .

2008-05-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

life has ups and downs ,
dont take things too hard if you did'nt do well for MYE .

today's drama was shit . .
stand till leg pain la .
and ms izrina was in a bad mood .
em and i were hyper in the the bus .
and the stupid bus uncle didnt let us go up the bus ,
just cos we had bubble tea .
he went "girl girl ! go down , no drinks"
took the next bus home and played maple (:

P.S : CARINA is the best & "i love her like heaven and earth"

Carina's Here.

2008-05-16T19:49:00.001+08:00

Hello.
I am carina.
The best friend on earthhhhy. Im helping jesslyn sng to blog.
As im the best.

You can deny Yaw. :D